Facebooks reminded me today that 3 years ago I decided to have my guts rearranged.
here’s a video recap. (Dont watch these. yeah i posted them, but just for show man. Jeez)
Thats my first day post op. I forget my belly was THAT big.
This is my jubilant 1st year post op video. I ran my first mile. I practically sparkled. oh WLS honeymoon.
This is last years. Man, I looked tired. It was also pretty hilarious to hear myself try to use weightlifting terminology. Much of it was wrong. There’s a bit of a learning curve.
Did I do a video for this year? no. Will I? possibly. I mean, I should for posterity’s sake.
I can post a video of me doing some push jerks yesterday in preparation for a weightlifting meet in June.
It’s also just about a year ago I started crossfit and got addicted to lifting.
How’s my weight? Its up a bit. I put on about 20lbs over the year, give or take. A few week(s) ago I started having a slight melt down over it. (did someone say cookies?)
Since then I have started this whole gonna-post-a-pic-of-everything-I-eat thing. It’s really helped me cut down on the unnecessary snacking. Mostly because I dont feel like posting a pic of a handful of chex mix. And I dont NEED that chex mix. Im bored at work usually.
Since then I have started a weekly weigh in again and I’m down like 2lbs. Mostly I feel better. The unnecessary snacking was causing a lot of unnecessary guilt. And I was feeling helpless to the regain.
Also, Im working on self image and negative self talk. Doing a lot of replacement talk. (It’s not a struggle, its a challenge)
But really the numbers I want to post are these.
1 Rep max:
Deadlift: 270lbs
Backsquat: 225lbs
Frontsquat: 160lbs
Clean and Jerk: 110lbs
Snatch: 90lbs
I run a bit faster. At least my 400m split has been a 2:50 on a really really good day at the box.
At the end of May Ill do a hero WOD called Murph. Its in honor for a Marine who died in service and this was his favorite workout:
1 mile run
100 pull ups
200 sit ups
300 air squats
1 mile run
and you’re supposed to do it with a 20lb vest on. I’ve got my copious amounts of skin. Fair enough. Last year I did Murph with a month of crossfit under my belt at 1 hr 08mins. I want to beat that time this year around.
Goals? Moar weights. I’m back in class to finish my degree..finally. so Moar classes. I’m still working on being happy with this body. Moar positive. I’m trying to live Moar.